sum it up

things i am working on right now:
1. being okay with the fact that i may never have something i really want. its very hard for me. could i really be happy or just relatively compared to having that one thing? will this feeling pass? its knocking me sideways.
2. doing something everyday that makes me feel better than yesterday. physically, mentally, emotionally it doesn't matter.
3. running.

sunday sunday sunday

its okay with me if things don't work out.
its okay with me if you happen to not understand where i'm coming from.
its okay with me if you don't want to know who i am.
i get it. there are millions of people and situations that i am never going to grasp.

that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
that doesn't mean i sleep well at night.
that doesn't mean a god damn fucking thing to me.